{"id":109,"date":"2007-08-07T22:31:00","date_gmt":"2007-08-07T20:31:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/the-first-day-of-the-rest-of-my-life.html"},"modified":"2009-04-21T14:26:10","modified_gmt":"2009-04-21T11:26:10","slug":"the-first-day-of-the-rest-of-my-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/?p=109","title":{"rendered":"the first day of the rest of my life"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I couldn&#8217;t have pictured this day at all. It was pouring outside, already an autumn atmosphere I hate, but I was ok. I couldn&#8217;t focus that much, I wasn&#8217;t really there, but  I was ok. No tears. <br \/>He arrived safely home, I received an email in the morning. All day long, I read that email, almost memorized it, I read every word and missed him. I just miss him, that&#8217;s all. And now it&#8217;s not the worst part of it all, I guess in a month I&#8217;ll really feel he&#8217;s missing.<br \/>Now, I have to re-picture my days and I already have some plans, but they hardly include going out like we used to. Maybe I&#8217;ll be wrong, but I fill my days with work. That&#8217;s about it. But it was about time, isn&#8217;t it?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I couldn&#8217;t have pictured this day at all. It was pouring outside, already an autumn atmosphere I hate, but I was ok. I couldn&#8217;t focus that much, I wasn&#8217;t really there, but I was ok. No tears. He arrived safely &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/anurim.com\/?p=109\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[281],"class_list":["post-109","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-lovelife","tag-dor"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=109"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":854,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109\/revisions\/854"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=109"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=109"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=109"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}