{"id":22,"date":"2004-12-02T20:52:00","date_gmt":"2004-12-02T18:52:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/vinegar-and-salt.html"},"modified":"2009-04-21T14:08:43","modified_gmt":"2009-04-21T11:08:43","slug":"vinegar-and-salt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/?p=22","title":{"rendered":"vinegar and salt"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;\">Don&#8217;t know if I should be happy or sad, really&#8230;.. C. left yesterday, I was on the phone with him all day long (don&#8217;t even think about the phone bill now), and after that calls started, some friends inviting me out, M. to ask me how I am, stuff like that, but most important of it all&#8230;. well, dunno how should I put this, but let&#8217;s just say that I found out what I lost&#8230; The worst part of me losing someone who could have been important was not knowing it for sure. Well, yesterday I found out for sure, ufff, it was so good&#8230;&#8230; I was happy to discover that what I imagined is true, but not so happy knowing that it was for nothing, he&#8217;s not mine.<\/span><br \/>\n<br \/><span style=\"font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000099;\">So now, I really have no idea which is my mood. I&#8217;m happy and sad in the same time, the two are fighting inside of me, each with its arguments, nobody is winning this fight unfortunately. I&#8217;m really wondering what happens next, I get up in the morning and try to face all the surprises a day brings me. Some of them are not very pleasant.  But at least now I know&#8230;<\/span><br \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Don&#8217;t know if I should be happy or sad, really&#8230;.. C. left yesterday, I was on the phone with him all day long (don&#8217;t even think about the phone bill now), and after that calls started, some friends inviting me &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/anurim.com\/?p=22\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[90],"class_list":["post-22","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-lovelife","tag-love"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=22"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":841,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22\/revisions\/841"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=22"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=22"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=22"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}