{"id":23,"date":"2004-12-04T00:34:00","date_gmt":"2004-12-03T22:34:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/serenity-now-insanity-later.html"},"modified":"2010-08-16T12:36:43","modified_gmt":"2010-08-16T09:36:43","slug":"serenity-now-insanity-later","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/?p=23","title":{"rendered":"serenity now&#8230;. insanity later"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;\">All day long I tried to convince myself to stay calm, not to panic, yes, tomorrow is a big and nasty day for him, yes, it doesn&#8217;t concern me at all, this day, but still, because I care, because I cannot help thinking about it, I panic and it&#8217;s no good for anyone, me included. So I kept repeating, over and over, &#8220;stay calm, it&#8217;s ok, stay calm, don&#8217;t panic&#8221;, but now i just can&#8217;t help it, I&#8217;m exploding, it&#8217;s just not fair and I hate life for being so unfair sometimes!! i really don&#8217;t know anything about his life from now on, what the future will bring. Maybe it&#8217;s a lesson we should learn, maybe it&#8217;s something we must go through, and maybe, just maybe, one day our time will come. and yes, love is like a nicer friendship (have I said that before? dunno).<\/span><br \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>All day long I tried to convince myself to stay calm, not to panic, yes, tomorrow is a big and nasty day for him, yes, it doesn&#8217;t concern me at all, this day, but still, because I care, because I &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/anurim.com\/?p=23\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[396],"class_list":["post-23","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-lovelife","tag-worry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=23"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1445,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23\/revisions\/1445"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=23"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=23"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=23"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}