{"id":24,"date":"2004-12-08T01:35:00","date_gmt":"2004-12-07T23:35:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/not-happy.html"},"modified":"2010-08-16T12:34:56","modified_gmt":"2010-08-16T09:34:56","slug":"not-happy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/?p=24","title":{"rendered":"not happy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;\">yes, it&#8217;s true, it&#8217;s no surprise anyway, considering the latest facts of my life&#8230;. and I don&#8217;t think things will improve soon. But these are things that happen and I really can&#8217;t make anything to change the situation. Maybe I&#8217;ll decide eventually to write the novel I thought of for some time now, not to make a difference in the literary world, but to tell everyone what&#8217;s in me, to tell them the whole truth, beginning with my mother and finishing with you-know-who. In fact, on a second thought, I have nothing to tell him, nothing&#8230; He knows I love him (strangest thing is that this kind of love is so&#8230;.free that i&#8217;m surprised of me, of my reactions, I could be able of many things that usually contradict the normal situation, if I knew it makes it easier for him), so I don&#8217;t have anything else to confess or share with him. I mean I would have, but I can&#8217;t&#8230;.<\/span><br \/>\n<br \/><span style=\"font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;\">Ahhhh, and this Christmas stuff, i really hate it, every christmas all i can think of is that I got older, one more year passed and I did nothing to make me feel that it didn&#8217;t pass in vain. Hate this period&#8230;.<\/span><br \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>yes, it&#8217;s true, it&#8217;s no surprise anyway, considering the latest facts of my life&#8230;. and I don&#8217;t think things will improve soon. But these are things that happen and I really can&#8217;t make anything to change the situation. Maybe I&#8217;ll &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/anurim.com\/?p=24\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[298],"class_list":["post-24","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-lovelife","tag-happiness"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1444,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24\/revisions\/1444"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}