{"id":29,"date":"2004-12-23T23:19:00","date_gmt":"2004-12-23T21:19:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/29.html"},"modified":"2010-08-16T12:19:19","modified_gmt":"2010-08-16T09:19:19","slug":"29","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/?p=29","title":{"rendered":"Tired"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m tired and very low mentally, I feel like this birthday of tomorrow is the worst day of this year, it was not enough that I&#8217;ve been through so many things meant only to destabilize me&#8230; now I have to face the fact that i&#8217;m also getting older and uglier, and lonelier.. I really hate myself right now. I hate myself for being so stupid sometimes, for not dealing with things when I was supposed to, for letting myself go, for being so dryed out right now&#8230; I mean it&#8217;s not that I&#8217;m incapable to feel things, I do, but there&#8217;s always something missing. God, i&#8217;m tired! I&#8217;m gonna sleep one of these days so deep that I won&#8217;t get up until everything has gone away&#8230;..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m tired and very low mentally, I feel like this birthday of tomorrow is the worst day of this year, it was not enough that I&#8217;ve been through so many things meant only to destabilize me&#8230; now I have to &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/anurim.com\/?p=29\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[69],"tags":[204,213],"class_list":["post-29","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-hmmm","tag-age","tag-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=29"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1438,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29\/revisions\/1438"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=29"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=29"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=29"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}