{"id":33,"date":"2005-01-28T00:30:00","date_gmt":"2005-01-27T22:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/feel.html"},"modified":"2009-04-21T14:11:11","modified_gmt":"2009-04-21T11:11:11","slug":"feel","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/?p=33","title":{"rendered":"feel"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"color: rgb(51, 51, 255);\"><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">Little by little I come to understand my life and its problems&#8230;the feeling of not belonging and of not being able to adjust (although people around me don&#8217;t see it this way)&#8230; It&#8217;s incredible how parents affect their children&#8217;s lifes in such a subconscious and profound way that they don&#8217;t even realize it. That&#8217;s why I feel, unlike my woman-friends, that I wouldn&#8217;t be ready for a kid right now.<br \/>\n<br \/>But what I know is that I need to create new habits and new ways of approaching things for myself, impose them inside of me, because this means evolution&#8230;this is what I need for feeling better.<br \/>\n<br \/>Weird thing&#8230;today i feel good, I feel confident and kind of happy, I feel stable and reasonable, it&#8217;s been such a long time that I forgot how it is:)). And no, I&#8217;m not dissecting this feeling now, I&#8217;m just enjoying it.<br \/>\n<br \/><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Little by little I come to understand my life and its problems&#8230;the feeling of not belonging and of not being able to adjust (although people around me don&#8217;t see it this way)&#8230; It&#8217;s incredible how parents affect their children&#8217;s lifes &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/anurim.com\/?p=33\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[69],"tags":[275],"class_list":["post-33","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-hmmm","tag-feelings"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=33"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":845,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33\/revisions\/845"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=33"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=33"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/anurim.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=33"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}