summer, finally. I’ve been waiting for it for some time, and now that it’s here, I’m a bit disoriented, not sure how to react…Perhaps my summers were so far included in some kind of pattern. The only element of that pattern left for this summer is the moving from one house to another (it seems it’s a leitmotiv of my life for the past 7 years or so). But for the rest…not sure how this summer is gonna be.
The only strong feeling I have right now is for the sea…. Cannot explain this profound attachment with the sea, and I don’t mean those luxurious resorts with hotels and all kinds of facilities, but the kind of sea one can feel in a village by the sea, or sleeping on the beach…that’s the sea I’m day-dreamin’ of these days. And it’s deeply connected with the desire for a perfect holiday, when you forget what time it is or what day it is, you’re just enjoying moments of the day without limiting them to time and connecting them to reality. That’s the perfect holiday to me….not being in a rush, not HAVING TO do something, not going anywhere unless you want to.
I had this kind of feeling only once in my “adult” life but the taste of it remained so present that my soul is yearning for it now.
Or maybe I am just extremely tired :).

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