at least I have no time get bored. Coz except for that I have everything. Got depressed today (I’m also very tired and I haven’t slept for 2 days), I remembered my birthday is this week and I really hate it, cause I kinda feel old and you know… when I was ten I was sure that when I’ll be 26 I’ll be married with children… Well, it’s not that I wanna get married, or I might but it takes two for that, but I feel like I must do something with myself, my life was not supposed to be like that, I should have been somebody who could make a difference. Hm I guess not, isn’t it? And to make it even more difficult to endure, nobody is meeting me on my birthday, they are all home with their families… as I am supposed to be with mine, but I really can’t stand those phonies more than 3 hours. So i’ll be taking my brother and his girlfriend and go some place…. the very thought of it makes me feel like crying….
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still, there is one thing, in fact one person that made these last few days easier. He knows many jokes, i love to laugh…Bingo! perfect match:)). But you know what’s weird? we only met once, but we talk so much all day long that I feel I know him for ages.. and that’s great.
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at least I have no time get bored. Coz except for that I have everything. Got depressed today (I’m also very tired and I haven’t slept for 2 days), I remembered my birthday is this week and I really hate … Continue reading