Author Archives: Anurim

my mistake

Posted on March 30, 2005 by Anurim

It suddenly struck me….my mistake, last summer’s mistake led me now to this impossible situation. In fact it’s not that impossible, I’m not living on the street or anything, but I’m on the edge of survival or at least this … Continue reading →

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Five years later

Posted on March 21, 2005 by Anurim

C’s birthday on Sunday… As I was “redecorating” (that means I rearranged all my books and wooden boxes and finally moved my bed in the bedroom, as it is normal), I was thinking about the appropriate time to call, cause … Continue reading →

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word therapy

Posted on March 14, 2005 by Anurim

Just wanted to signal the good mood, nothing else. I feel good these days, not moody or anything, just me, calm and relaxed. I don’t feel excited or enthusiastic, but this is nothing but an “extra option” of the “deluxe … Continue reading →

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words

Posted on March 4, 2005 by Anurim

Words are important to me, no question about that. I can feel people through their words, sentences, phrases. I can read between the lines and sense every intention, feeling, mood, state of mind, everything. My intuition works like charmed when … Continue reading →

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trapped

Posted on March 2, 2005 by Anurim

Now, i knew it would happen like this…don’t you ever say something good about my writing, or anything bad, coz this will make me not write at all… I do have this problem, like I have nothing to write about, … Continue reading →

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spriiiing?

Posted on February 25, 2005 by Anurim

I feel spring coming today, dunno why, maybe it’s just something in the air, maybe because it’s warmer and raining instead of snowing as it was expected (though I heard some terrible news about snow coming….brrrr). I feel like I … Continue reading →

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my life or something like it

Posted on February 22, 2005 by Anurim

Now I do have all the freedom in the world to finally do whatever I want….and I don’t. I guess I’m stuck in the past, in my past habits and mental setups, I’m dealing with different people here and I … Continue reading →

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age &stuff

Posted on February 11, 2005 by Anurim

I am 26. People expect me to act like 26. How is that? How am I to know how should I act? I am 26 now…I don’t realize it and act accordingly and to tell you the truth I don’t … Continue reading →

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bad distance

Posted on February 1, 2005 by Anurim

Moody again…..of course it’s the PMS, what else?!! And also, the small talk in the office, the problem of searching for a new job that’ll fit me (but I actually don’t know what fits me), my own complexes of stupidity, … Continue reading →

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feel

Posted on January 28, 2005 by Anurim

Little by little I come to understand my life and its problems…the feeling of not belonging and of not being able to adjust (although people around me don’t see it this way)… It’s incredible how parents affect their children’s lifes … Continue reading →

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