Cam asta a fost cuvantul weekendului meu. Ar fi trebuit sa stiu ca asa va fi, semnele toropelii au aparut chiar vineri seara cand, vorba Tziganului, e etapa. Insa a fost o etapa molcoma, cu niste discutii la masa, fara dans, fara antren, fara dormit pe canapele in qp.
Ieri, leneveala pana pe la 4, cand, in mijlocul caniculei din casa, m-a apucat harnicia. Curgeau apele pe mine suvoaie, da’ eu nu ma lasam, stergeam prafu’ cu abnegatie si devotament. Mda. Dupe care niste cumparaturi (adica da, recompensa, mi-am luat agrafe). O bere la Motoare… la fel de molcoma (ba chiar si mai si) decat martini-ul de vineri seara. Si, surprize surprize, o vizita la 1 noaptea in parcul Bordei. Aranjat, nou nout, cu alei cochete, cu floricele, cu pauni, cu lebede negre (io nu le-am vazut ca cica dormeau la ora aia, dar mi s-a spus ca exista) si cu sobolani. Nush ce faceau sobolanii in parc, ca gunoaie sincer n-am vazut, insa erau acolo, se plimbau si ei.
And today a fost culmea toropelii, singurul meu scop a fost sa descopar o melodie care sa sune perfect pentru o idee (nu orice idee, o anume idee). Didn’t find it, still looking.
yes, it’s true, I’ve been there. I saw them. I really did. They’re old, funny and really know how to entertain. I loved Mick saying things in Romanian, making fun of Lisa, I loved Keith’s first song, I loved Ronnie’s generosity with the public. I loved it. I couldn’t regret I was there. But nothing compares to last year. It’s possible my feelings were different, it’s possible I was less affected by RS music. Still I liked it though.
For the rest, heat is killing me bit by bit. They say it’s hotter here than in Sahara Desert and I believe it, +40 degrees outside is murder. The AC in our office is almost dead, keeps us only from fainting, but we’re all heavy sweating there. And we have another 8 days to face it. Heat is my nightmare now.
As for the house, I decided to take it slow since my uncle said I can stay here for as long as I want. So I’ll look for the best offer I can afford. That’s about it. Hope it will be soon though.
As much as I would like a home, I cannot find the energy to look for one. But this is old news already:). I tried to move but I can’t. It’s too damn hot around here. I have too much to do at work sometimes, that I forgot I have issues. MY issues. Nevermind, nobody is kicking me out of this place anyway.
As you all know (I dunno why I said “all” since I believe there are very few people reading me these days, I know, I grew up, I’m just boring), I just love summer, but the heat prevents me from moving around this city. Too much dust, too many cars, the sideways are burning in the middle of the day. Plus, I hate banks. Really do. In fact I hate numbers. At school I got only low degrees in mathematics. Unfortunately, one way or the other, I mean new building or old building, I’ll have to deal with banks at some point in my existence. Oh well, what can I do….not much.
We’re all preparing for the Rolling Stones concert here in Bucharest. I’m not that enthusiastic as last year when I saw Depeche Mode live on stage, but well, it’s something I cannot miss. And I’m sure my dad would have loved to see them.
I recently saw one of Oprah’s shows where the main cast of Seinfeld was invited. Seinfeld himself, Julia, Jason, Michael, they were all there, and I enjoyed every minute of it. I remembered why I had such a passion for this show in the first place. And why I chose my master degree paper subject to be the language of Seinfeld:). But this never happened anyway. It was just a dream…
I was asked one evening what my dream is. I simply couldn’t answer. At last I said I dreamed to have my own place. But this didn’t come out from the beginning. I guess I believed people expected me to be more profound or original than this.
It’s been a long long time….I am so tired I can hardly think reasonably, I work like a robot in the heat, and I really don’t feel it’s summer. It’s sad that I’m loosing that sense of holiday I used to have when I was in school, even at the university. Now, the vacation month seems so short that I can barely make some plans for it.
I’ve been to a wedding two weeks ago, it was the perfect occasion for me to get dressed up and to wear make-up, and to be, you know, like my mother would like me to be, like a “lady”. It was not such a bad thing, but being a lady is very fatiguant, and too complicated for my simplistic nature. I mean I know this about me, I like only one kind of sophisticated things, the simple-sophisticated things (I know it’s too much for you to understand, so you may skip this part 🙂 ). Anyway, it was fun and I’ve got nice pictures to prove it.
And…I’ve got a cat. I had turtles, now I have a cat. It’s a lovely little cat, very thin but very playful, I’ve got it only for several days and it’s very funny, I am talking to her and she seems to understand me, we are even playing:), it’s nice. So these are the latest news in the lamest style possible. I can’t be inspired now…. I am pretty dried out of everything, need to recharge for a while.