happy or not?

I took a moment of thinking about a talk I had yesterday with him… and it seems to me that he accepted this whole situation and acts according to the given facts. I was sitting in my bed and trying to figure out if he really will end up being happy, he is happy right now, or he is not happy at all but cannot do anything about it. In fact, to be honest, I wanted to know his feelings for me. My friend told me it’s no use of knowing this, this will hurt me even more… But it already does, so what’s the difference? I need to know, good or bad, I hate uncertainty.

Nice things happen: people bzzz on YM, they are crazy, just like that, to buzz a person.