invisible

I should do something about myself regarding my behaviour with guys….. I’ve been having this problem since highschool, gosh, such a long time… I’m too impatient to get what I like, I’m not mysterious nor play hard to get and this seems to mean something.. either that I am easy (which I am not!!!) or that I’m desperate (I’m not that either). So… this new guy… it started ok and I blew it because I grew attached over him, a stranger.. Well, i felt like we were friends, that’s all. Of course, it’s my problem, not his fault. But is there a cure for this? Except for turning invisible and hiding under the desk for being too embarassed for this situation.. Hmmm. I’ll think about it.