headache

I’m tired. It’s chronic fatigue already. I had no vacation last year and this year my vacation will be too short to have a proper rest. I started the “M needs a home” campaign but so far I haven’t had any success. I’m kinda patient though, but outta time for looking properly. I realized that every time I have to do something for myself, no pressure attached, I have the tendency to postpone things, to take it too easy maybe, I am not motivated enough I guess. How can I fight myself?
Cruel headache right now. Not the best month for me, apparently.