Author Archives: Anurim

frozen?

Posted on January 21, 2005 by Anurim

Yesterday I was trying to write something….. I was finally understating the idea of space in a couple, based, of course, on my previous experience. I remember how I turned, from an independent girl, to a control-controlled freak. And this … Continue reading →

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too much Sex and the City

Posted on January 12, 2005 by Anurim

Apparently, this year started very good, in fact it was all that I wanted, something relaxed and not troubled…. It felt right, that’s the word for it…. Step by step, the waters calm down and everything becomes clear…. The chaos … Continue reading →

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24th of December, Santa Claus, the phone guy and 2005

Posted on December 30, 2004 by Anurim

This is my last post of this year… I hope the next year will be much much better, cause this one has left me weakened and dried out, too much trouble and too many mistakes, too many people were hurt, … Continue reading →

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Tired

Posted on December 23, 2004 by Anurim

I’m tired and very low mentally, I feel like this birthday of tomorrow is the worst day of this year, it was not enough that I’ve been through so many things meant only to destabilize me… now I have to … Continue reading →

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f……g birthday week

Posted on December 22, 2004 by Anurim

at least I have no time get bored. Coz except for that I have everything. Got depressed today (I’m also very tired and I haven’t slept for 2 days), I remembered my birthday is this week and I really hate … Continue reading →

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invisible

Posted on December 18, 2004 by Anurim

I should do something about myself regarding my behaviour with guys….. I’ve been having this problem since highschool, gosh, such a long time… I’m too impatient to get what I like, I’m not mysterious nor play hard to get and … Continue reading →

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don’t you know that Rome wasn’t built in a day

Posted on December 16, 2004 by Anurim

Let’s say things haven’t changed that much during the last few weeks. C. is still in Barcelona, M is still calling me every god-damn morning to ask me how I am… He came home few days ago to see me … Continue reading →

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happy or not?

Posted on December 10, 2004 by Anurim

I took a moment of thinking about a talk I had yesterday with him… and it seems to me that he accepted this whole situation and acts according to the given facts. I was sitting in my bed and trying … Continue reading →

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not happy

Posted on December 8, 2004 by Anurim

yes, it’s true, it’s no surprise anyway, considering the latest facts of my life…. and I don’t think things will improve soon. But these are things that happen and I really can’t make anything to change the situation. Maybe I’ll … Continue reading →

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serenity now…. insanity later

Posted on December 4, 2004 by Anurim

All day long I tried to convince myself to stay calm, not to panic, yes, tomorrow is a big and nasty day for him, yes, it doesn’t concern me at all, this day, but still, because I care, because I … Continue reading →

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