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back

I’m back. Not really happy that I am back. I’d just begun to get used to having sand in my hair, to the hot sun of the noon, to the loisir mood of that place. I am on vacation after … Continue reading

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one day

You’d say (for those who understand Romanian, of course) that this song is not appropriate at all. But this is my real mood. Cannot name it, put my finger on it, but in the middle of the summer, on my … Continue reading

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RS

yes, it’s true, I’ve been there. I saw them. I really did. They’re old, funny and really know how to entertain. I loved Mick saying things in Romanian, making fun of Lisa, I loved Keith’s first song, I loved Ronnie’s … Continue reading

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It’s pretty difficult for me now to describe last week. I had such busy, emotional, physically challenging days that I can hardly put them into words. The strongest emotion is certainly my going back HOME. yes….you heard me….HOME. The apartment … Continue reading

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nothing…

yesterday, while ironing my skirt, it struck me: my parents hardly loved one another. I can’t remember seeing them kiss or hug or anything that would betray love. My dad would make fun of my mom and she would answer … Continue reading

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plans

It’s hot. It’s only like the mid of May and we’re all suffering from heat, as if it were July. But I’m glad, better than freeze anyway.As last year I didn’t have any vacation, this year I was planning a … Continue reading

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Today I am such a crybaby

Emotional week. The peak was Saint Nicholas night when I had a dream. I was hugging my dad, he was so thin I could feel only his bones through the jeans jacket he was wearing. He told me “I’m sorry … Continue reading

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Better

Much better these days. No particular reason, I guess I’m about to find an inner rhythm and stick to it. Biggest problem now is the house, I might have to wait until December or something to really be able to … Continue reading

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existing

After a week or so at the new job, I’m just being….cautious. Maybe I became over-prudent, I lack trust in people and I prefer just watching them for a while. Just to be sure (as if anyone can ever be … Continue reading

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always on the move

I’m moving again. I have a new job, next Monday will be the first day there, another TV station, a commercial one this time. I’m also moving to another house, an apartment this time, still no rent, lucky me. Things … Continue reading

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