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Monthly Archives: December 2004
24th of December, Santa Claus, the phone guy and 2005
This is my last post of this year… I hope the next year will be much much better, cause this one has left me weakened and dried out, too much trouble and too many mistakes, too many people were hurt, … Continue reading
Tired
I’m tired and very low mentally, I feel like this birthday of tomorrow is the worst day of this year, it was not enough that I’ve been through so many things meant only to destabilize me… now I have to … Continue reading
f……g birthday week
at least I have no time get bored. Coz except for that I have everything. Got depressed today (I’m also very tired and I haven’t slept for 2 days), I remembered my birthday is this week and I really hate … Continue reading
invisible
I should do something about myself regarding my behaviour with guys….. I’ve been having this problem since highschool, gosh, such a long time… I’m too impatient to get what I like, I’m not mysterious nor play hard to get and … Continue reading
don’t you know that Rome wasn’t built in a day
Let’s say things haven’t changed that much during the last few weeks. C. is still in Barcelona, M is still calling me every god-damn morning to ask me how I am… He came home few days ago to see me … Continue reading
happy or not?
I took a moment of thinking about a talk I had yesterday with him… and it seems to me that he accepted this whole situation and acts according to the given facts. I was sitting in my bed and trying … Continue reading
not happy
yes, it’s true, it’s no surprise anyway, considering the latest facts of my life…. and I don’t think things will improve soon. But these are things that happen and I really can’t make anything to change the situation. Maybe I’ll … Continue reading
serenity now…. insanity later
All day long I tried to convince myself to stay calm, not to panic, yes, tomorrow is a big and nasty day for him, yes, it doesn’t concern me at all, this day, but still, because I care, because I … Continue reading
vinegar and salt
Don’t know if I should be happy or sad, really….. C. left yesterday, I was on the phone with him all day long (don’t even think about the phone bill now), and after that calls started, some friends inviting me … Continue reading