worse

oh, ok, so they told I will get better in time but my only opinion is that I’m worse, ufff, I hate my life entirely right now, where is the mistake, the fact that I broke up with the man I considered the one (but who tortured me for five years), or the fact that I threw myself too soon in a very tricky relationship? If it wasn’t for M. I wouldn’t have had the power to break up with C., but one thing led to another, now we are living together, we meet only one hour per day, there are so many problems that I get dizzy….ufff. I guess now there’s nothing I could do but wait, how about now? What do I do NOW?

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3 Responses to worse

  1. Urgell says:

    “but who tortured me for five years”… ce vorbe, dom’le… adicatelea, anii astia de adevarata tortura, incepand cu 1999, deci si, sa zicem, 2000, 2001, s.a.m.d., fura o perioada infiorator de groaznica?

    I still don’t get it, after so many years. Really. Cinci ani?! Chiar cinci ani intregi de tortura desavarsita? Nici macar o zi de liniste. pace si bucurie intre popoare?

    Nu imi vine sa cred ce ticalos iresponsabil fusei.

  2. Anurim says:

    🙁 stii si tu prea bine ca nu e asa. Si ca atunci cand am scris asta eram intr-o alta stare. Si ca nu e ceva usor sa renunti la omul cu care ai trait 5 ani. Si ca trebuia sa am un motiv sa nu ma intorc imediat (asa gandeam atunci). Si de fapt stii care e adevarul.

  3. Urgell says:

    Yeap, I know. Beer talking at 5:01 am. 🙂

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